Wanting Better

I don't know if anyone has ever gone on the blogspot "Le Love", but it's one I really like. People can go on there and post love stories and/or pictures. Sometimes they're good, sometimes they're bad, sometimes it's about a significant other, or family member, or friend. Basically anything. I saw a post on there today that made me feel good, so I'll copy a link onto here so anyone who reads this can see it, and so I can look back on it when it's something i need to remember.

http://http//leloveimage.blogspot.com/2010/02/optimistic.html

I decided the last line, "I'm going to live. I'm going to have a love for life. and I'm going to be happy." is going to be my own personal little mantra for a while, because I think sometimes we forget those things. I've been really stressed about about school lately, mostly money issues because I wonder how on earth after working for 9 or 10 months, part time, for min. wage, I think i have any right to move out of state and pay $13,500 for school plus rent, food, and whatever else I end up spending money on. i just have to keep telling myself that it's what I want to do and it's the right thing for me, and it will work out, because I honestly don't know what else to do. Hopefully all goes well with student loans and what not, or someone really rich decides that they want to be really generous to a random person (ha, right). A girl can hope, right?

Other than that life's pretty boring at the moment. The most exciting thing that's happened in the last week is that I got a new phone. Oh, and I cut my hair. A good 4 inches or so. It seems extremely short to me, and I know I'm being completely ridiculous, I just need to get used to it and then I'm sure I'll like having something different. That's it for now though.

Growing Up

ok, first post. I'm pleased to announce (probably to myself) that I finally know for sure what I'm doing for school. I figured it was something exciting enough to finally post about. I'll be moving down to Utah early or mid June to hopefully find a job, and then start at the Paul Mitchell in July. We got some exciting news that if you start in July you automatically get $2,000 dollars off your tuition. I guess they don't have very many people sign up for the summer classes so they do it as an incentive. I don't know about anyone else, but it sure worked for me. I also found out my good friend I grew up with in California is going there too, so we're going to get an apartment together. I'm pretty excited, although I'm hoping we won't want to kill each other after going to school together all day and then going home living with each other. I think it will be ok though, we have a lot of fun together. We're close enough to where we can tell each other just about anything and get over it pretty quick. So hopefully all goes well. I'm so unbelievebly excited and nervous and all that other stuff that goes on inside my brain. I just want it to be July. Now. Not happening? Oh well, I suppose it will be here fast enough. I'm just going to keep working to keep myself busy, maybe find a second job to fill my time. So fun :)