I love blog stalking. They're all so great! I hope someday mine will be worth gawking at. Sigh...a girl can dream. Someone teach me how to be so amazing.
P.S. Today I got the boots I've been wanting SO bad for $25! Best day ever!
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
I'm a terrible blogger.
sigh...I really am. To the two people that have ever read this, I greatly apologize. A few of us girls were talking about it today at school and I decided it was going to be a new years resolution to blog more. So much has happened so far at school I don't know how I haven't been dying to come on here and go on and on about it...hm..oh well. Long story short, school's been really fun and I've really learned a lot so far. Don't get me wrong, I want to poke myself in the eye sometimes with my combs, but it's all a part of the process. I really feel like I'm investing in my future and hope that it all is worth it in the end. I've had some struggles with friends and life in general, but I figure everything happens for a reason and everything will work itself out eventually.
Next time I post it really needs to be something super happy. This is kind of a venting one. Actually I think they all have been so far actually. ACK. Anyway, I'm an extremely blessed person, don't get me wrong. I have way more than I deserve. I got so much help financially for school, I have great friends, a great family, my boyfriend that is so amazing, I have a happy home to live in, I'm not severely ill, you get it, a lot of good things. Lately though, I'm basically in a constant state of frustration. It started right before christmas when my car got totalled, and while I'm really glad we're fine, dealing with the aftermath is one of the most stressful experiences of my life. I'm trying to get a new car with all the money we don't have and there's pushy salesmen and I kinda feel like I'm signing my soul away or something. It's fine. I'm extremely indecisive so something like this is beyond overwhelming. I've also gotten kinda burnt out on school lately. I really love to do hair but I rarely ever get to actually do it. I'm halfway done and we were warned this would happen but I really wasn't planning on it being this bad. It's a huge effort to get out of bed and get ready to go in the morning. I need to find something that will re-motivate me, I'm just not entirely sure what that is yet. I know I'll get past this, I just really hope it's sooner than later.
On the plus side, I'm moving up to creative next week, so I'll be a little higher up on the totem pole. I will be getting a new car soon, so that'll be fun. One of my very dear friends is getting married in march and I couldn't be happier for her. Life is ok, and it'll be good again soon. I'm definately ready for some fun. :)
Next time I post it really needs to be something super happy. This is kind of a venting one. Actually I think they all have been so far actually. ACK. Anyway, I'm an extremely blessed person, don't get me wrong. I have way more than I deserve. I got so much help financially for school, I have great friends, a great family, my boyfriend that is so amazing, I have a happy home to live in, I'm not severely ill, you get it, a lot of good things. Lately though, I'm basically in a constant state of frustration. It started right before christmas when my car got totalled, and while I'm really glad we're fine, dealing with the aftermath is one of the most stressful experiences of my life. I'm trying to get a new car with all the money we don't have and there's pushy salesmen and I kinda feel like I'm signing my soul away or something. It's fine. I'm extremely indecisive so something like this is beyond overwhelming. I've also gotten kinda burnt out on school lately. I really love to do hair but I rarely ever get to actually do it. I'm halfway done and we were warned this would happen but I really wasn't planning on it being this bad. It's a huge effort to get out of bed and get ready to go in the morning. I need to find something that will re-motivate me, I'm just not entirely sure what that is yet. I know I'll get past this, I just really hope it's sooner than later.
On the plus side, I'm moving up to creative next week, so I'll be a little higher up on the totem pole. I will be getting a new car soon, so that'll be fun. One of my very dear friends is getting married in march and I couldn't be happier for her. Life is ok, and it'll be good again soon. I'm definately ready for some fun. :)
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